scrapbook page of the day
Here’s a page I did in memory of my mother for Mother’s Day. My mom died on August 19, 2000. The anniversary of her death his next week. It’s hard to imagine it has been 8 years since I spoke to her or saw her smile. She has missed so much. August is always a hard time of the year with all the memories that come flooding in, especially now that I’m living in her house again. She is everywhere.
Brenna, my 5 1/2 year old, just came in this morning and asked if I was sad when my mom died. I have no idea what brought up the topic. She never knew my mom and I don’t really talk about her (I know my dad does, though, but he doesn’t talk much about her death). It was just so odd.
My mom was just 51 years old and died of a stroke. She had her first stroke when I was in high school (I think around 1994) but it was misdiagnosed. Then she had her 2nd on in 2000, just days before my oldest daughter was born (in June). On August 17, 2000, she went in to have surgery to unblock an artery in her neck to stop the strokes (the ones she had were minor and only caused temporary paralysis and confusion). She ended up having a small stroke on the operating table, woke up afterwards confused and only long enough to ask my dad for some water then slipped into a coma. They rushed her back into surgery that night and she had a massive stroke while in the OR and never woke up from her coma. She was pronounced brain dead on Saturday, August 19, 2000 at the age of 51.
The last time I spoke to her was August 17 as she was leaving for the hospital. I told her “see you later” and wasn’t planning on visiting her until the next morning when she was feeling better. The next time I saw her she was just a shell with no brain function…she was dead. It’s hard to think about sometimes. And I regret every day I didn’t tell her I loved her and didn’t get to tell her how much I would miss her and didn’t take a picture of her in the hospital because I thought people would think I was morbid but she looked so beautiful even hooked to every machine known to man.
I think this page was done for a scraplift but I don’t remember now. I really like the layout and red and hearts.