So I’m supposed to write about some of the great memories I have of May 2009. I just can’t do it. No matter what I think about, no matter how well the rest of the month is going, no matter how nice the weather has been or how quiet my Mother’s Day was it is all overshadowed by May 2, 2009. The day I miscarried our 5th child in the bathroom at the ER. I was 12 weeks and anticipating a new baby in November 2009. Instead I’m just trying to get my life back to normal and not think about what I lost.
Fun times…not. It’s just one of those events that eclipses everything else.